Saturday, November 12, 2005
~8:47 PM ~
Today is a very very damm f***ing day... due to no wind we didn't sail than our training change to soccer.... i don mind playing soccer but not many pple turn up for the training this piss mi off...... if they don wan to come tell mi so i won't waste my energy and time wake up so early and went all the way sown to Changi for the training with my stomach aching tt started on every morning frm mon to now... not tt i don want to go is jus tt i feel like an idiot everytime go and they didn't turn up wat must i be so commited if so many pple DON..... they have things to do i also have not tt i don wan to do jus tt i push everything back jus for the f***ing training which nobody go ............f*** it man..........
